This cute thing happened the other day...
where I was ta-ta-ta-touchin myself, and when I came, I felt an overwhelming sensation of love. I don’t usually masturbate. In the past, it has made me feel lonely and sad. Sex, for me, is usually about connecting with another human, and masturbation generally just bores me. BUT. This time was different.
It was just a flash, but I felt pure gratitude. I was grateful to my body for allowing me to experience pleasure when most of my days are full of grief.
It was just a moment, but in that moment, I felt self-loathing dissipate and I had a deep trust in myself. Much like connecting with a lover.
cute right?
-AA